happy Sunday

Today was a very good day. My kids were good while we got ready for church, once we got there they tried to be challenging, but they did preety good. It was a good sermon too. I feel much better today than I did last week. So I hope you all have a wonderful week. I hope God will bless your days and nights. Good night.

My conflict

Okay, so my ultimate conflict right now is this. I know I have to put my faith, hope, trust, in God. I cannot put any of that in my husband, or myself. How do I know if what I feel is the right thing, is what God wants me to do. With important issues, not silly girl things, like hanging out, but like finances, working vs. staying at home. I am conflicted in my mind and heart so much as of late, I just want to go cry, and I am not a crier. (anymore) There are so many conflicting feelings between my husband and I, I have lost a lot of respect for him and as hard as I try to do the unconditional respect thing, I fail. I make him angry because the way I say things, I am not loving enough, or respectful enough. I do not mean to be. I do not know how to change it. So I say pray for me, I tell him to pray for me. I pray for him often. I am sad, and doing more damage then good. Anyway that is the way I feel right now. Anyway, It is off to bed for this girl. Can I ask for prayers from any readers? I need help with these issues, and I cannot make straight that which God has made crooked. I am crooked, and need some straighting.

Yeah. my first link for you all. I found this site Pyromaniacs on the same blog that Michael found mine, and if it were not for his tips, I would not have figured it out as easy. Thanks Mike, your awesome. Anyway, if you have not seen it yet, Check out teampyro, They can get a little crazy over there, and I mean that in a good way. :)